please...get through it......

tht day nite
ah jie's dad call mum..
telling mum tht ah jie is goin to singapore after this month
my mum cried...
my sis n me also cried
once he was born
my mum take care of him till nw
nw he is goin to leave us
everything is change
i already treat him as my bro
i really cant imagine wad will happen when the day he leave us
come...
his mum never take care of children
how can my mum fang xin?
but we cant do anything
bcoz ah jie is their son..
as i've said
my dad don work for almost 2 year
n nw my mum also lose her job
how can my life continue like this
how??!!
i'm very stress..worry...sad!!
why shud i worried about prob like this
the prob tht others wont faced it
is me
my life is really different
i dunno wad will happen tomorow
and tomorow
after 3 month
i hv to continue studying
how can i still continue it
if there is no money
would i just stop my journey like this
start working
no more study???
i really afraid...really affraid!!
why my dad don work...?
i also wanted to ask him..
wad is he thinking
why he don wan to put any effort
to earn more money
gv us a better life...
and yet
he is still sitting at home...
doin nth!!
wad was u thinking?!?!?
he seems don care...why????
i dunno why?

my sister
already married
and now
her husband takes drug!!
my sis wants to stop him
then quarrel
and now li hun le
once she come my home
she keep crying
she wants her daughter back
but we do not hv money to take care of the baby...
keep crying in my bedroom
my mum n my another sis...
i jz wants to control
but when i went to kitchen
i thought my dad was taking dinner
but he is crying alone......
this is the first time i see my dad crying..
at tht moment
i cant control anymore..
i really cried...
my mum n sis knew it...
hugged each other...
and really cried badly...
and i
crying in the toilet..
why our life become like this
why happen at this time....


when the next day i'm goin to sch
to sit chemist paper..its raining
and a van hit my dad car....
i dunno wad to do
my dad jz ask me to go in to sch...
i jz go like tht...
too many its too many thing happen to me
i cant stand it...i cant!!
wad can i do is jz nth...jz crying....
i dunno when i can get through all this...
我真的要崩溃了!!!
who can understand my feeling nw...
no one...!
bcoz no one will face those prob like me...
pls...pls give me a better life...
jz better than this...
i don't want anything...i didn't ask for anything...
i jz want a simple life...
pls....

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JIA YOU LO GUYS~
GOOD LUCK!!❤

Forgive, but never forget their names. ..!

many things happen this few days..

arghhh
luckily wont affect my study..
cant stand it
so i spread it here..
okay
1st
i have regret of being such a good frenz with ..
yea
sister as i always call
but in return
wad happen
i really hate ppl who cheating
did u know tht?
i think u dunno or else
u wont say i jz gv u tht face
n say i don wan to talk to u
angry with you without a reason...
did u think wad is the reason i do tht
u never think bout tht..
wad u think is jz tht u r always rite...
n others r always wrong

u think i care bout tht 9 mark izit??
u r wrong..
u get B or A or even A++ in ur kk
i wont care...
u knw wad i care...
ur PERSONALITIES!!
u cheat!!
then tell others tht u are isolated by your frenzz
those who dunno anything will always support u ...i knw tht
n i will be the bad one..rite?
okay...let it be
i don care
as my previous post
i hv transport prob
always ask for frenzz help
n they will think i'm the mafan...

see
u change the topic after i say u r the liar...
u even say i made friend with u is jz use u!!
这样的话你也说得出口!!
finally u speak it out
我耽误你的时间
我吃你的和你的
我利用你
你真的很担心我

is tht wad u call i li yong ni???
is tht all...
if u really care bout me
would u nw say tht i dan wu dao ni de shi jian..
would u still mind to fetch me?? would u???
if u don wan fetch me
why u don wanna tell me...WHY??
my mom ask me to pay you the fees..
yea
i pay it for u
if u say i li yong ni
which one did you mean...
is money prob...?
if yes
sometym i hv tried to pay u
wad did u said
u still rmb??
''its okay''
if it is really okay
whyy...whyy nw u wanna say i li yong ni
and one things...
if u really treat me as frenzz..
would u mind those money??
are friendship=money?!?
u always say bout friendship friendship...
did u really hv a real friendship in your life..
when u always care n compare all this??
我带来很多麻烦吧~
alrite...
with all those words its enough ord...enough..
n as i knw
u r nt lack of frenzz rite..
with or without me won't affect u rite..?
n say i block u rite??
i let ur wish comes true..
u r deleted from my friend list
DELETED forever
i dono wad u say bout me to others ppl..
mb ur others frenzz n family
will all hate me..
i don care...i will live more happy then you..
u knw wad..i din even wanna break this wad i call friendship b4
but the 1st word tht make me really disappointed..
''i'm nt lack of friends...''
thts mean i mean nth in your friendship..
okay..thts wad tht come out from ur heart..
reflect all ur personalities...and u won't realize it..
bcoz u jz 4lo ur mind n emotion in ur heart..
n type it out...
thx 4 telling me
tht im a 大麻烦
tht always disturb u n ur family life..
nw then i knw
im really a disturbance...
how do i din knw tht b4...STUPID ME!

wad my sis n mum told me is really right..
''do anything by your owns..
don't hope for others..''

i tot i'hv found the one can help me
and yet
this is wad happen....
from nw on
i will do anything by my own..
go anywhere..i wont let ppl to fetch me...
more or less jz don go anywhere if there is no transport...
thx frenzz...
the last last tym i call u frenzz...
to help me a lots...
can i call this a ''friendship lesson''?
u also agree this before...rite?
okay...
thts all wad i can say...
thank god..
i still have my friends who knws me..
n support me...
really thx a lots...
giving me advise n be there 4 me...
thx guy...luv ya all❤
cheers...☻

Forgive,
but never forget their names. ..!.NEVER..!