Thursday, June 17, 2010

jz to share....=)


THIS PIC MAKE ME BLURRR....HAHA BUT AWESOME....SOME SORT OF LIGHT REFLECTION THEORY I THINK....HMMM

Friday, June 11, 2010

I NEED PART TIME JOB !!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, June 10, 2010

JZ lOVE IT!!!!


张震岳 侯佩岑
就让这首歌
今夜一直重复
我们都没错只是看清楚
原来不懂的事
没有什么好说
现在先不要说
就让我们沉默
最后的拥抱
爱情的终点

回忆一触即发 如何忍住眼泪
不让她哭唏哩哗啦 触景生情这样好吗
从今以后各走各的路
身上留过你的沓图
怎么可能不在乎
不怪现在 只怪当初 谁辜负了 谁糊涂
清醒了没 越是卖醉 却不醉
绕了一圈圈 却越想念谁
吃定了谁 电影散场了没
又怎么会虎头蛇尾 看你哭红又肿的双眼
一把眼泪 一把鼻涕
从喜剧变成 默剧怎么继续
只好放着这首歌
她一直用力在听
你是我的另一个人 爱这么过瘾
就像生命共同体 如今却只能写下这回忆
电影散场之后 你是否留下什么
一切不难再重头 那感伤对画面说
这决定并不轻松,夜深人静心会痛
有首歌 它一直 repeat repeat 是为了什么
是分手的时候 就让我们自由
回忆一幕幕 就像一场电影
原来一直感动
电影终要结束 结束难免痛苦
心中留下伤痕
就让这首歌 萦绕在耳边
我尝试 刻画着每一次
曾经快乐的每一日
这首歌要播几次 有太多的舍不得事
歌词像针在刺 旋律让眼眶湿
曾几何时 开始静止 打不开的画夹
从你哝我哝的梦 到现在你懂我懂的沉默
所有的痛 就让时间来破
电影散场之后 就在那回首处
你别走回头路
我只能头也不回地藏住感触
少了片的拼图 怎么拼得出那版图
我真心为你祝福
有没有那么一首歌 会让你很想念
有没有那么一首歌 你会假装听不见
听了又掉眼泪 却按不下停止键
多少的夜 就这样开着灯 到另一个夜
我们之间有多少故事在这首歌的里面
人不在 就让这首歌在 回忆也还在 谢谢你的爱

就让这一首歌 今夜一直重复
我们都没错 只是看清楚 原来不懂的事
哦 没有什么好说 现在先不要说
就让我们沉默
最后的拥抱 爱情的终点
是分手的时候 就让我们自由
回忆一幕幕 就像一场电影
原来一直感动
哦电影终要结束 结束难免痛苦
心中留下伤痕
就让这首歌 萦绕在耳边

Monday, June 7, 2010

7 OF JUNE...

yea
its 7 of june 2010...
1st day of my college life
after all the survey & many many things
at last i drop myself at segi
1st day dad fetch me go then the continues day use bus...
feel hmmm.....how to say
jz feel unreal i'm in college now
still like dream...lol
a bit stupid....==
ok 1st day
jz enter the college saw my friends albee...hehe make me feel better
at least i hv someone tht i knw here.... saw alex too...haha
my taekwondo senior
go to office & take the form...dunno wad form they call...lol
jz a form la
ask them to fill then knowing i take 2 subj for this sem
principle of tourism & principle of marketing
then searching for the class
1 thing to say
i jz like entering a hotel with many rooms...
& the rooms is with no.
lol
my 1st clas at room 303
dunno which floor.....BLURRR...@@
jz follow ppl
a guy name Dexter? haha
i heard he asking the ppl there
where is the class so jz follow his back....hehekk....^^''
so we enter the room 303 having 1st class
searching for a sit...
found an empty place at 2nd row nearest to the wall
so jz sit there...
met 2 friends there
karen kueh & wyethley
haha
glad to know them...happy!! hehe^.^
so jz join them till the class last...
having break time at 12++
jz knew tht today class is till 5pm...=.=
my counselor Yeo...
told me till 12.30 only...
ughhh.....==and i was told also i hv to pay RM 1590
1st.....goshh where come the $
my dad & mum blame me again....:C
luckily wiyi tell me...
explain tht jz hv to pay RM 400
which is the exam fees....
wondering Yeo is real counselor or not
ishhh
geram all the info frm him is wrong...don wan ask him anymore....>=(
continue to 2nd class....i don eat during break...haihzz
then we go for commercial of law class...
saw some of familiar face in the class so jz enter
really blurrr liao...haha
the lecturer james
nice...
very concentrate in the class...hmmm
then the class finish
suddenly another lecturer oso i think
came to our class & say
we enter wrong class...not only us laa....lol=.=
no wonder the class too crowded hv to change class & hv to share the sit some more...zzZZZ=__=!!
& i go to the office to settle my thins there
i was asking how ler...1st day enter wrong class...
they said nvm...=.=
SWT!!
I missed one class....hishhh!!!
ok end back home...
go to my aunt hostel there wait for my dad to fetch me...
verrrrrrrryyyyyy hungry as i din take my lunch
luckily my aunt...haha call me
''eat ord ?wan eat togeher?''
''wannnn!! ''
haha
replies from me...lol
then walk to parkson eat kfc!!!
haha
jzzzzz nice~~!!.....hehekk^.^
wait till my dad fetch me is almost 8pm ord...
coz he don wan fetch me at 5++
traffic jam...he hate traffic jam....
back to home take a bath
then sleep
1st day jz pass like tht....
feel weird...haha
anyway enjoy college life...
1st things tht i like the most no need to wear sch uniform...nicey!!
hehe
& one things tht make me feel stupid
''do i need to ask permission from the teacher to go toilet as usual in secondary sch??''
but i saw ppl go in & out suka hati saja...=.=
wadever la...lol
and the toilet hv tissue some more....not bad...hahahh
sua ba lao.....
ok!!
haha...thts my 1st day of college life...
suddenly miss beta friendss
how are you guys!!
wad are you all doin now....??
fine? good?
haihzzz.....
all the best for you no matter where u go
uni , poli,form 6 ,matrix or college like me
jz good luck for all of you o.....=))

❤MISS YA ALL!!!❤

Friday, June 4, 2010

why all this happen me.....WHY?!?!?

time flies...
yea
i'm gonna enter segi college soon..
after all waiting & disappointment...
trying hard to apply to all the goverment u....
jz to save $$$
& waiting for the result out
at last after 3 to 4 month
''DUKACITA DIMAKLUMKAN BAHAWA.......''
then now at last i enter segi
wan to stay at my aunt hostel
trying to be more independent...
i'hv save my $$$for it
but wad my dad say..?
he thought i'hv save lotsa $$$4k
how i can save tht much $$$ jz working for a part time job??!!
why he couldn't understand me...
blame me tht why i resign for the job at spring...
i'm planning to join the airline course already so i resign...
at last...i din join...so no work jz work for pc fair & a few road show...
thts all....
when i do my things...do he care?
do he ask wad am i doing & giving me advise...?
now i register already then he start to say me
why i do this & tht...i'm TOTALLY lose u knw..
even say me didn't discuss with him...but why didn't u ask..?
keep silent all the time....
i scare i stepped the wrong path & feel regret for whole life...
i knw some of their parent's care & arrange all the best for their son or daughtors
but me?
who give me the direction...?WHO??
and some don't even need to worry about money?
but me again hv to suffer all this...so as my sis...
was thinking of moving to my aunt hostel...
but my aunt also not the rich one..
i also plan want to find jobs at Hills
but can i carry all responsibility for my own
my daily expenses like eat & sch sometimes will also hv activities...
i jz save 1k++...
i told dad...
i guess he think whole night already..
this morning then told me don't go hostel...
daily expenses is too heavy especially eat..
how bout my transport?
he said using bus again....my life could not be escape from BUS...
& this is my life....no once could understand me....
dad still wondering why i don't wanna join the nursing course at sg
yet all the fees is free including daily expenses is provided..
but the contract? hv to work for them for 6 yrs salary / month RM5k++
but i don't even interested to the course...be a nurse i cant imagine how my life would be...& 6 yr not 6 month....i cant accept it although i no need to worry about money.....and i register at segi ord...so i wont & don't make me confuse again...PLS..='(
Monday i start class....hope everything's go smoothly...
i'm gonna find another part time jobs again...wadever jobs...
i know life shouldn't be suckss...
but my life is totally suckss..!!
when can i get through it???
sometimes crying alone is just the only way to make me feel better...
thtts all tht i can do...