tht day nite
ah jie's dad call mum..
telling mum tht ah jie is goin to singapore after this month
my mum cried...
my sis n me also cried
once he was born
my mum take care of him till nw
nw he is goin to leave us
everything is change
i already treat him as my bro
i really cant imagine wad will happen when the day he leave us
come...
his mum never take care of children
how can my mum fang xin?
but we cant do anything
bcoz ah jie is their son..
as i've said
my dad don work for almost 2 year
n nw my mum also lose her job
how can my life continue like this
how??!!
i'm very stress..worry...sad!!
why shud i worried about prob like this
the prob tht others wont faced it
is me
my life is really different
i dunno wad will happen tomorow
and tomorow
after 3 month
i hv to continue studying
how can i still continue it
if there is no money
would i just stop my journey like this
start working
no more study???
i really afraid...really affraid!!
why my dad don work...?
i also wanted to ask him..
wad is he thinking
why he don wan to put any effort
to earn more money
gv us a better life...
and yet
he is still sitting at home...
doin nth!!
wad was u thinking?!?!?
he seems don care...why????
i dunno why?
my sister
already married
and now
her husband takes drug!!
my sis wants to stop him
then quarrel
and now li hun le
once she come my home
she keep crying
she wants her daughter back
but we do not hv money to take care of the baby...
keep crying in my bedroom
my mum n my another sis...
i jz wants to control
but when i went to kitchen
i thought my dad was taking dinner
but he is crying alone......
this is the first time i see my dad crying..
at tht moment
i cant control anymore..
i really cried...
my mum n sis knew it...
hugged each other...
and really cried badly...
and i
crying in the toilet..
why our life become like this
why happen at this time....
when the next day i'm goin to sch
to sit chemist paper..its raining
and a van hit my dad car....
i dunno wad to do
my dad jz ask me to go in to sch...
i jz go like tht...
too many its too many thing happen to me
i cant stand it...i cant!!
wad can i do is jz nth...jz crying....
i dunno when i can get through all this...
我真的要崩溃了!!!
who can understand my feeling nw...
no one...!
bcoz no one will face those prob like me...
pls...pls give me a better life...
jz better than this...
i don't want anything...i didn't ask for anything...
i jz want a simple life...
pls....
