Thursday, May 13, 2010

downnnnn......


always says tht
be happy the way of my life...
but....can i?
life is always up & downnn....
always feel myself is isolated...
isolated where ever i am...
i hate the feeling..make me sad & downn
also make me feel stupid...
met many ppls when study & work...
i face all those by my own....Alone~!
i always think tht there is no obstacles as long as u belief in yourself...
always tough....
but
now i realize
I'm not tough enough
jz a simple words
could hurt me deeply
until i cant stand it
& the tears fall endlessly
the only things tht i can do
when i feel tht I'm alone or lonely...
i try my best to face it
but am I'm too weak...
i thought i can do it by myself
jz everything...
hate the feeling of waiting...
but always~!
I'm the one who always have to wait
waiting for nth
if you promise me
pls fulfill it PLSSS!!
i've tired of waiting...waiting till the end
with no reply & jz NTH....
ofcoz you didn't feel anything
bcoz you're not the one who WAITING...
have you ever think about my feeling???
i feel like I'm stupid being cheating & cheating with those fake promises
do i care too much
or wad....?
giving me hope but ends with nth...JZ NTH!!
I'm tht good to bully & play isn't??
am i??
I'm jz like the beginner tht no ones care at all...
i hate it...i hate this feeling....='(
i feel tht I'm so alone when doing something by myself...
although i though i can be more independent all the time...
i need time
is this jz the beginning???
the beginning of everything ?
be tough be tough be tough..!!!
i hope i can.....
when thing comes wrong...
the stupid tears fall again
i know crying cant solve the problem
but...
at least i can express it....isn't?
dunno who to talk to....
write it here just to make me feel better...?
a kind of express?
crying non-stop...
the next day morning will be a new day again
another beginning of the day...
so lets jz let it be like this ?
i don't wan to stopped at the sad moment...i don't wann....!

Friday, May 7, 2010

溫嵐-刺蝟


溫嵐-刺蝟

最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或
悲惨 一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还
刺猬的坚强全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧

Monday, May 3, 2010

3days pc fair......

suddenly
hv a phone call from my primary 6 frenzz
and ask me wan to work or not
at pc fair selling maxis broadband...
they will provide transport ,lunch & dinner for us
plus~go sing k for celebration....
since i hv nothing to do at home...so jz work lo...
actually the one tht i need the most is transport....as i always hv problem with it...
the day before pc fair...
i was very nervous although i hv been to the training for two days ord...
bcoz this time was my 1st as a promoter....
and actually i do not knw anything bout it...but now hv to promote...=Z
our target is every promoter must sell 10 in one day...
goshhh....this is imposible for me....!! D:
bt try my best lo....wad to do?
we hv 8 promoter & 4 dealer
so 2 promoter under one dealer....
they write the promoter name & the dealer jz cincai draw 2
we hv two stall there one big one small....
i'm at the small one...sempit daooooo~~~
speechless....the customer dont even wan to stop for while to listen to us...
how to sell?!?!
the big stall there still hv chairs & table...
plus more space
the customers even go find the promoter themself to buy...
while us ?hv to tarik the customers gokk...sigh!!
really not in good mood tht time....
1st day i follow a really nice dealer...heng~
but i sell 4 only..=(
feel sorry to him...hmmm & he wan fetch me home gok...lol
too nice la....bt i din follow him...
coz the transport is provided ord...
jz like tht untill 10pm
they gv the intensive...
free coupon
ofcoz i din get it la...lol=.=
but met a really geng promoter
a guy which same age with me
sell 10 in one day...
he is the top seller lo.....
so 1st day jz passed like tht.....

the next day
same things
but follow a really poor dealer
suckss....ask her thing but gv me wrong info...
n me indirectly gv wrong info to customers...
one guy which is 17
say want to buy le...
but under age
i ask the dealer whether under age can buy or not...she say can
okay the guy gv me the ic for registeration ord...
then she ask others dealer...then say cannot
how could i explain to the customer?!?!?!
since you say can then now say cannot...
which customers will trust you like tht!!!
i'm really angry then i jz
ask her explain to the guy & i leave there....
aitiiii really bekk cekk & sucks...
if say in bad word can i describe her as NOOB!?!?
& she always ply save....we can prove tht which area hv 3G by using laptop
but she say laptop mb not chun...
my goshhhhh
how could she say like tht
if not chun also
we can explain tht the customers can terminate anytime...without contract
she jz say not chun
so which customer will buy if like tht...?!?!
as a dealer...she shuold be knw more things than me...
but she jz make the customers run away...serve many wan buy d liao
jz bcoz of her...all run away...urghhhhhhh!!!!
so 2nd day even worst...
i sell 3 only...tq to my dealer...!!
and the guy[top seller] waw!!
16 one day.....really pro
dunno how he did it....
he follow the nice dealer tht i follow the 1st day
they still celebrate & eat da can gokkk tht day...hmmm jlous lo...
go back home really downnnnnnnn no mood.....bath n zzz

last day
the 1st things in my mind when i woke up
I DONT WANT TO FOLLOW THT NOOB DEALER AGAIN!!!I DONT WAN!!!!!
bt still the same rule...
hv to draw...=.=
but
wakakaka
this is really lucky!!!
i follow the nice dealer.....!!:D:D
yay~~
okay this is the good beginning of the day
good mood ''on'' haha....lol
serve n serve n serve
i hv 9....one more then i can hit my target to get the free coupon...
almost giv up le....
we keep all things n wan close liao
one of my customer came back......T____T
thank god.....LOL!
he bought it
then i hv 10!!!
receive the free coupon happily...=D
back to the top seller again...
he sold 22......OMG!!
shocked...
so the last day our dealer sold the most.....no.1 haha
so is time to celebrate~~!.....i din follow my transport but follow my dealer hehe....^^
jz nice.....my dealer chia us eat...
back home with good mood....hehe

anyway meet many my frenzz there...lol
so 1st tym as promoter not bad lar....
jz hv some ppl tht make me feel horrible..!!
look down on ppl n acting...!
but jz ignore it.....
dont spoil my mood....
our tauke book a k-box oso for us
to celebrate....dunno when n dunno i'm isolated or not...
as i go myself without frenzz....
mb being forgotten.....
haihhh i go there mb would make me feel more horrible gokk!!!
so mb better i don go?
okay.....thts my experience...
hmmm....
actually always hate those promoter tht bilibala when u passed by...
but now i'm one of it....haha speechless..
they must be feel annoying...i understand...
lol but wad to do? this is my jobs maa....lol
they say
as promoter...
[We are not cheating the customers..but we are educating them...]
waaa......really love this sentence...isnt?
hihi~~=]
okay.....thts all la....
haha bye bye~!^_^