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few days ago..
my sis tell me tht the VISS
hv 50% discount for the shoes
she said wants to buy for me..
i really happy lo...
but the prob is
i don hv a transport to go..
not no transport
my dad
always use the same jie kou
threre hv no car park!!
hate he always say like tht...
everytym i hv activitiy or gathering
who fetch me go
is my friends
and yet
he sit at home
doing nth!!!
why?!?!?
why others dad can fetch others go to where they wants to go
why my dad always be hv like not my dad...
he jz don't care wad i'm doing
n does not knw my feeling..
very disappointed!!!
he wont knw wad is my feeling
always ask fren to fetch me
and wad is their feeling
they will felt i always follow them
they will feel im fan!!!
and yet
i hv to thicken my face
to ask others to fetch me
because my dad don wan fetch me
sounds funny rite?
and yea...i've gt my license
but we don even hv a normal car
4 me to drive..!!
wad kind of family is this??
i really dunno...
i was really really tired nw.....
who will knw my feeling..
i think only my sis
who also suffer this
understand my feeling....
sometym
i feel like wants to leave this house
as far as i can..
i knw im nt a good daughter
if i think like tht...
but i'm really tired...really tired....

at last...

at last
i get my bio n physics result le
both same mark
60
so happy wif my phy result
actually i fail badly in my topical test
and become VIP as well
deeply hurts
only 2 chinese
n nw
i gt 60
reli happy
hope i can maintain at tis mark
jia you!!!
^_^

waiting for physics paper~~~

hmm
2day everybody is very nervous
bcoz 2day hv phy
scared our results..=S
but~
tcher said she haven finish mark it
so hv to wait till thurs lo
n she emphasize
for those who din go to sch 2day
make sure u don absent at thurs
or nt
ur paper will not be gv back to u
u wan it back
hv 2 ask parents
wau ~=_= SCRARED la~
i think my result will be very teruk
1st
tcher say for those who choose microscope n light de ques
ur mark will be very low~
T.T
i choose tht ques....so? i dono.....
2nd
finally i mark my paper 1 le
n i only get 28/50 correct
very disappointed...=(
for nw
i jz hope nt to fail
i jz wan to passed
n i DON WAN to be vip anymore..plzz
okay...
then we hv our math paper
i get 70
my target is 75 lo...=(
then we hv our chemist paper
n i gt 53 same as rach
wauu...i PASSED
actually my target is 55
but tis is enough d
i passed
u knw how happy is me...
mb u dono la
many of u
aim for A1
n soo sian my god
i dono how she study..
-speechless-
then
we hv our bm paper
i gt 61
haihh
nt satisfied
at least la
i wan 75~
tis is my target
n bettina
congrates~
u'hv done very well
looks like i hv to ask from u
bout add math n bm le
hope u can help me..gal

haihhh...
really feel lonely at home
miss my sis
lol...=.=
n nw
i hv to count down for spm le [34 days from nw]
saw the form 3 student jz finish their PMR
how haapy they are
n after tht
we r the one liao...
=.=
STRESSED ahhhhhh!@#$#@$&.....

n my hp
i think i hv to say bye bye to my hp le
i dono
if im rough or the phone's screen is very sensitive
my screen cannot see again~
haihh
i wanna buy new phone le
c905
my target
same as my sis
but nw bo lui
n spm coming soon cannot work
so hv to wait till after spm
then work one month
cai can buy..
gosh...
sounds reli far away
my plan~.~
but i can do nth
coz i bo lui~
okla
stop here
still wanna zzz
2ml hv sch
oh!!
2ml..BIO...T_T
wish i reach my target>65
is tht posible??
.....i don knw....jz my target...
okay~
wanna off le..
don think too much le
wish me all the best..
bye bye..

life is.....

this few days
feel really lonely..
my elder sis wif her own family
my bro go miri 4 work
n my another sis
work wif her frenzz
no come back home 4 2 month
n this house bcome more quite n 'cold'
my mum always say to me
this family hv change
i jz answered her
this is wad we hv to face
when the times go on
someday
mb i will also leave tis house
for study?work?
i oso dunno
nw
left me n my parent's at home
mb i should learn more independent
n be tough
to face every problem
now my family hv money prob
my dad
nt working
all the money is come from my mum
who take care of a children
only 700 sumthing~
i still wonder how long our life will be
n wad happen 2ml and the nex 2ml
my mum told me
she hv no money to send me to college
when i heard tis words
my tears drop
bt i don let my mum saw it
many question in my mind nw
i cant take it no more...
i jz....
i dono wad should i do nw
SPM is coming soon
i jz wanna 4gt all those thing
focus on my study
after all
then i will face all those prob
some of u even think tht i hv stable n happy family
but
behind
u wont knw wad is behind....
i jz wanna try my best in all thing
to make my life better
jz better than this...
i wont easily gv up!!

haengbok kaeyo~^^

2ml having chemist test
haihhhhh STRESSED!!!!
keep study n study n study
until midnite urghh
wanna cry le
suddenly my mum came in wif a bowl of mee
really gandong 1st tym
mum reli thx
i luv u so much
ermmm mb u dono coz u din hear tht
but i reli luv u mum

mee wif egg...so xin fu...eat till finish...haha^^

i will rmb tis nite
nw i realize...
our family will always be wif u
n support u whenever u r n wadever u face
appreciate ur family~
xing fu de yi ye....
LOVE MY MUM ALWAYS N 4EVER~
okay
thts all
wish me all the best in my chemist test...
good9